Five stars? Please. More like ten stars!
I can’t...I just can’t…
The drama...
The romance...
The cheating...
The deceitful lies...
The romance...
The drama....I LOVED ALL OF IT!
I
don't normally add photos to my reviews. While I was reading this
book the Olympics were on at the same time and I saw Ryan Lochte's face and said,
OMG, THAT'S RAMSEY! Then I decided I couldn't just have a photo of Ramsey and not Jack. So a friend found this photo of Jack, and I must say she is spot on. Those piercing blue eyes and devilish smirk is exactly how Jack is described in Avoiding Commitment.
My heart was shattered and ripped to pieces while my stomach was doing
back flips. This book played a number on my heart and I relished in
every bit of it. I loved how it hurt!
Avoiding Commitment was
PHENOMENAL! Of the countless books I’ve read this year, this book stands
out the most. I know I've made declarations like this before, but this
time there’s no doubt about it. If I never read another book again, I
would be satisfied for all eternity. Okay, well maybe not forever. But
this one is special.
Jack and Lexi have a complex relationship.
The love and desire they have for each other is obvious. However, it’s
overshadowed by the fact that they are both involved in other
relationships. Why they can’t just be together is beyond me. They
continuously destroy the relationships they’re in. Their
love is toxic…the kind that feels so good and you know you should stay away from because it’s nearly killing you, but can't. The air between Jack and Lexi is so dense it was to the
point where they are suffocating in each others presence. They
want each other with a force that makes it difficult to breathe. There is never a right time for Jack
and Lexi to be together…and Jack’s to blame.
Jack is a habitual
liar. Nearly every word uttered from Jack’s lips was a lie and she
believed him. Each lie was like a lashing to Lexi’s heart. It was
painful and heartbreaking for her to bear, but her heart would be sewn
back together with the soothing comforting words from Jack. She became
vulnerable and powerless under his gaze. Lexi gave him everything he
wanted and she got nothing in return. Lexi was blinded by Jack’s passion
for her. One touch…one look with Jack’s penetrating blue eyes, a few
convincing lines, and Lexi was done. Hell, I was done! I got to a point where I started to
believe Jack would finally do right. I thought after all these promises
he was making would mean something, but then he does the unthinkable.
He sliced open Lexi’s scarred heart for the last time. I hated him for
what he did, but it felt so damn good to see Lexi finally lay into him.
Jack
and Lexi aren’t the only two players in this story. We meet Bekah and
her brother Ramsey along with Chyna, Lexi’s best friend. I can’t say
much about these characters other than I want Ramsey to fight for Lexi. I
think he has what she needs. Lexi needs to be cherished and loved, not
lied to repeatedly with broken promises. But after finding out the
scheming plan between Jack, Bekah and Ramsey, I’m not sure if Lexi will
open herself to Ramsey. I could not believe my eyes when I read how low
and dirty they played Lexi. I will say that Chyna is the perfect best
friend! Loved watching their friendship.
My feelings on who Lexie
should be with are totally conflicted. On one hand I really want
Jack...because well...it's Jack! But on the other hand, I see the way
Ramsey looks at Lexi and I know how he feels about her. I think Ramsey
genuinely cares for her. So for now, I am TEAM RAMSEY!
This
review is possibly the hardest review for me to write to date. I want it
make it the best review I’ve ever written, but how am I supposed to
gather my thoughts and form words for a book that sits at the top of my
favorites now? To say Avoiding Commitment was amazing is an
understatement. This is the kind of book I look high and low for and can
hardly find. I want a book where it's going to take me on a wild ride
emotionally and mentally making me feel and understand what the
characters are going through. And this book did that and so much more.
The
story and writing flowed flawlessly. We were transported from past to
present with each chapter alternating easily. Don’t think you can read a
chapter or two and take a break. Oh no! You’ll be reading five or six
at one time and still struggle with having to put this book down. The
character development was superb and we were not left trying to figure
out who they are.
I don't know how I managed the last quarter of
this book. It was so powerful and moving and hot! Oh man! I plan to read
it again actually. K.A. Linde is a new independent author that I think
will quickly rise to the top. Be prepared for the impact her words will
have on you. Avoiding Commitment was intoxicating and sensational! She
is also one of my favorite new authors now and will be buying every book
she puts out. What is it with all these independent authors lately?
Favorite lines-
"Do we have to talk about Clark?" she whispered.
"We
don't have to, but you know my end of the story. You were the only one I
saw when I closed my eyes," he said bringing his hand up to cup her
chin and titling her head up to look into his crystal blue eyes,
"Then why wasn't I enough when they were open?" she asked another tear welling in her eyes.
"Does he mean all that to you?" Chyna whispered wringing her hands.
"He's always meant everything to me."
"You'll
never change," she snarled. She couldn't believe the words had come out
of her mouth. She had been thinking them all along, but the words
struck too close to home for their relationship.
"Maybe I already
have," he growled back walking forward and pushing her forcefully
against the cement wall. His hand reached down, hitched her left leg up
around his waist, and pushed himself against her.
"No matter
what you do, it will never make up for what has happened between us. I
will never trust you. I will never again be comfortable around you. I
will never look at you or think of you without considering the
destruction you have train wrecked through my life." -Lexi
These two songs are so vastly different yet so perfect for this book-
Bottom line- READ THIS BOOK!