Being born into slavery, I never thought my owner, my very mother, would sell me. And she didn’t.
Until Matteo.
I was tormented, struggling to come to terms with my new life then he narrowed it down to two things.
Pleasure. Pain.
The man confused me at every turn with his unexpected and unattainable desires.
If only he’d speak to me.
If only he’d tell me how to avoid upsetting him.
If only I could please him.
**Disclaimer: This is a DARK erotic Italian Mafia story. There are twisted behaviors in this book not everyone will be able to handle. Explicit, violent, and sexual scenes are involved. Not for the wary of heart.**
I know that the author placed a warning at the end of the
synopsis, but I feel that it is necessary to put my own. Please, please if this type of book is not
for you, stop reading now. I am
serious! This book is dark; it is not
for anyone who has rape triggers or abuse triggers. This is not a slightly dark book with a side
of hearts and flowers. THIS IS A DARK
BOOK! Has my point been made yet? I hope so because I am moving on to my
review.
I am a fan of darker books, but this one was even hard for
me to read. I had tears in my eyes on
more than one occasion. But at the same
time even though some of these scenes are rape and extremely abusive they would
turn erotic and hot. Am I twisted in my
head? Possibly. Let me make this a little clearer, Gia aka
bella was sold as a sex slave, so while that does not make the situation any
more right, it puts you in the frame of mind that she has. She also enjoys it when Matteo is rough with
her. She was born into this life, she
wants to be the perfect slave for Matteo, but he always finds faults in her.
Matteo, oh man I have a love/hate relationship with
him. I think he loved Gia from the
moment he laid eyes on her but at the same time he was abusive and mean. You can see why I think he did love her from
the start, there are scenes when you can feel the love but then something
happens and you see his nasty side. There
is one scene that made me lose all love I had from him, and I honestly never
thought I would even begin to like him again.
Once we get further into the book you kind of get to see why he is the
way he is. I wish we had more of his
POV, the prologue and epilogue is in Matteo’s the rest is in Gia’s.
I am still thinking about this book, days later. I think this is going to be one of those
books that stay with me for a very long time.
The subject matter was hard to get through at times and it made me feel
so many emotions. I believe that this is
going to be a series, and if it is I want to read more. Like I said it is dark, but it sucks you into
the world. I can’t say that the ending
is the happiest ever after I have read, it for this story I think it fit
because if it had turned saccharine sweet it would have ruined it for me.
A shiver ran through me. I was chained up in his basement. I’d never been restrained in such a way before. Madam never resorted to such means since she knew I never would’ve run. I had no desire to live free of enslavement. It was all I knew and all I wanted. However, feeling the cool breeze in the room and the even colder restraints on my skin made me wonder if maybe I had thought wrong all along.
“I can see from the look on your face that you’ve never been locked up before, and I see that’s where Madam went wrong with you. No, you didn’t want to escape, but you don’t know how to behave. No, you don’t truly know the extent to which a punishment can go. Don’t worry, that is going to change starting now. This will throw a wrench in my initial plans for you, but I refuse to let you go now. You are mine and will be forever, so get used to the idea.” Matteo leaned against the wall in front of me, sliding his hands into his pockets as if we were carrying on a completely normal conversation. He appeared entirely at ease while I struggled with all the new emotions flooding me. After a moment of staring at me, he pushed off the wall and stood close enough I could feel his body heat.
He reached down to pull his erection from his dress slacks. Sliding his hand over it slowly, he dragged the tip over my mouth.
“Suck it. Get me off and I’ll leave you alone for the remainder of the night. Fail to do so and I will start your punishment now,” he said as he shoved the hot, hard, musky flesh into my mouth.
I wanted to cry out that I thought the lashings from the belt had been my punishment. Instead, I sucked him down my throat and bobbed my head along his length the way he’d shown me he liked it done. The longer I sucked, the more my lips became numb and the more I realized that I really had no idea what being a slave was like.
Finally, he groaned and his release filled my mouth and throat before he pulled back. As he tucked himself into his pants again he yanked my hair so I was forced to look him in the eye.
“Welcome to the Italian Mafia way of life, bella.”
Mother by day. Writer by night. I spend a majority of my day with my children and reading while my nights are filled with the sound of the keyboard as I work on my next work.
I have written in nearly every LBGT category as well as the traditional erotic romance category.
I love to try new things and learn from every piece of work I write. I'll write just about anything once to learn from it. I've even ventured out of my normal erotica genre into Monster Erotica. Doubt you'll find me writing anything not erotic as you can barely get me to even read something out of that category, but then again, you never know what I might try next.
Never stop learning. Try everything at least once.
